Show Notes
A special episode from outside the usual feed: the founding debrief of Soul Mission Activation, recorded in Cusco, Perú, straight off two back-to-back rite-of-passage pilgrimages that took roughly thirty men to 14,000 feet in the Sacred Valley of the Incas. JBird (Jason Bodin), Joseph Hawley, and Tyzen sit in the afterglow and name what actually happened on the mountain.
- Joseph’s arc: from the pinnacle of an eight-year NFL career with “something still missing” to answering the whisper toward initiation, and why a culture with no rites of passage keeps producing spiritually and psychologically underdeveloped leaders.
- JBird on choosing your suffering: how sitting up through the night in the tepee and peyote meetings taught him to become comfortable being uncomfortable, until the cold plunges, the long drives, and the heartbreaks all got lighter.
- Tyzen on the “mana bar”: expanding life-force energy by moving past the comfort zone, the potency of the sacred share circles after twenty years of feeling isolated as an entrepreneur, and walking down off the mountain clear on his north star.
- The thesis of SMA: the experience is an onboarding, not the destination. An initiation into true tribe, the infrastructure for service-to-other living, and a generational chain-breaking of self-service and shadow.
Key Takeaways
- Initiation collapses the search for external permission. No certificate, degree, or training gives you the direct, experiential relationship with self that a true rite of passage does, and no one can take that knowing away from you.
- “Choosing your suffering” is trainable. Voluntarily leaning into discomfort expands your capacity until hard things become survivable, even joyful: you become comfortable being uncomfortable.
- The retreat is the onboarding, not the destination. The point is a trustworthy tribe to do life together and co-create in service to others, because community is the currency of the future.
Walk it · Hear more
- The pilgrimage → · Soul Mission Activation · Perú: thirteen-day journeys through Chavín and the Sacred Valley of the Incas. The real-world container behind this conversation.
- Joseph’s full story → · From NFL Athlete to Spiritual Leader (Ascension Podcast #32).
- Jason Bodin (JBird) leads the journeys through Spirit & Flavor.
Meet the guest · Soul Fam
Joseph Hawley
Threshold Guide · Sovereignty · Founder · The Haven
Joseph Hawley spent eight years as an NFL center and walked away from over $13 million to follow a deeper question: how does reality actually work? A decade through ancient traditions, sacred medicine, constitutional law, and the financial system led him to sovereignty as a birthright. Today he stewards The Haven, a 72-acre regenerative community where people grow food, hold ceremony, and build something real, guides others through the Center for The New Christian Movement, and shares his unfiltered path in the Voice Note Diaries. He co-leads the Soul Mission Activation pilgrimages in Peru with Tyzen, and he is the brother who first opened the door to ACE.
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